
I'm going to call this summer "the summer of contentment". Banished was the run down, over-scheduled version of myself instead I opted for a deliberate, quiet, and content with the moment summer. I took back my free moments and put them to better use. I methodically went through a small mountain of belongings without a home, rearranged furniture, and took carefully inventory of what was necessary and what wasn't. I have to say a clearing out of the environment is equivalent to the clearing out of the mind, or at least it is to me anyways.
I really scratch my head and wonder sometimes how I made it all these years living with HDD. On most things I'd say we are polar opposites. I thrive in an "everything in its place" environment devoid of attachment to belongings, whereas HDD lives in a constant state of "what if I need that", unable to part with anything because it has some sort of memory or future use. For myself I believe the memories live upstairs and while having a memento of someone may bring them into my consciousness for a brief moment, I think of them regardless.
I think the only way we survive such differences by knowing each other's strengths and weakness. In the long scope of things, I opt for letting go. This summer I moved on from so many things that I felt were holding me back in invisible ways. I even felt content to move on from this space I have shared with you for the last four years. Yet I kind of missed everyone, maybe it's those memories living in my head, still sorting out that one.
Jam filled Almond Doughnut Muffins
1/2 cup coconut oil, melted and cooled (could substitute vegetable oil)
1/2 cup light brown sugar
1/4 cup granulated sugar
2 large eggs
1 1/4 cups milk
3 cups all-purpose flour
2 1/2 teaspoons baking powder
1/4 teaspoon baking soda
3/4 teaspoon salt
1 teaspoon almond extract
8 ounces whatever flavor jam you’d like
In a large bowl mix together coconut oil, brown sugar, granulated sugar, eggs, milk, flour, baking powder, baking soda, salt, and almond extract and mix until combined.
Line a 12-cup muffin tin with muffin wrappers and place about 2 tablespoons batter in each cup. Add a heaping tablespoon of jam on top of the batter in each cup and cover the jam with the remaining batter equally.
Bake in 350 degree F oven for 18-20 minutes. Let cool.
Glaze
1 cup powdered sugar
1/2 teaspoon almond extract
Pinch salt
2 tablespoons milk
Additional
Additional
1/3 cup sliced almonds, toasted
Combine in a small bowl powdered sugar, almond extract, salt, and milk and drizzle over the cooled muffins. Sprinkle the toasted nuts over the tops.
Serves 12. (If you interpret that in a non-ambiguous sort of way.)
What do you all think; is it better to be content or malcontent? After all, if one was completely content one would never go back and have a second muffin, would they now.
Enjoy,
Gina
Serves 12. (If you interpret that in a non-ambiguous sort of way.)
What do you all think; is it better to be content or malcontent? After all, if one was completely content one would never go back and have a second muffin, would they now.
Enjoy,
Gina